Isn't it ?

For every story with a happy ending, there is another side of it where it's equally sad.

Just that nobody pays any attention to it.

Such is life...

*sigh*

I wonder

where do you get these things people speak of? You know, 'Motivation','Ambition','Goal' etc.

I need couple of Kgs. of those.

:(

Sad day ..

It'a great loss for the world of photography :-(

My 18-55 mm lens's autofocus stopped working.

Sad day indeed.

Simple math

( Me in my current status ) - ( The Mask I wear) - ( Photography ) - ( Cycling ) == Empty

like a bubble on water ....

"blip"

That's my life, your life on some scale in the grand scheme of things ...

Just a "blip"

Some stay longer, some for shorter time. In between, we cry, we laugh, we wish for a better lens :(

Am I ?

So there was this calf at my home when I was a kiddo ... I loved it a lot.Then it died. And nobody did anything. And I cried. Then afterwards I stopped liking those calves anymore. Always kept them in a distance. Afraid that they'll also die one day and I will again have to bear the pain.

10 more years later.

My sister got a dog. Small puppy. Man .. I just couldn't avoid loving it. It was like my best buddy.

I was doing my engineering then. Whenever I go back to my house, it would jump up my my neck and play around ... Then. It got lost. Yep. Fully grown awesome dog. Got lost. sad. Again I cried.

I learnt something. You love something, then you lose something. Just like that. And there is always pain.

So, I'm afraid of that pain, pain of losing. So I just don't love anything these days.

They call me "Chicken"

I wonder

if I will ever be able to love something / someone with all my heart ...

I guess not ...

Why .. Why ...

stopped running in the morning for few days, and I am back to my old self again ...

Why Why :-(

"On every occasion I am ready for the funeral ..."

Isn't it?

[web comic stolen from here]

Current Status: Update

Still screwed up :(

Current status:

screwed up.

There should be a name for it ...

The other night I couldn't sleep. At all.

So, I started to count sheep ...

Then another fear took over ... I was afraid that I might run out of numbers ...

:(

Everything I had to know

Your eyes told me when they met mine in that fraction of a second ....




Or so I assume ...



Man, I'm all fucked up :(

Would it be a happy ending?

You are a story.

I am full of contradictions.

If we get together,

It would be a story full of contradictions.

I want to start

Telling stories ...

With pictures ...

Shouldn't I?

I should

get my camera, get out of city home, capture the world as best as possible...

A small dose

of reality was all that needed to keep me awake for the rest of the day ...

Ooh ... Love's in the air. Again !

Is that cat coming back?

clicking on the cat will take you to my flickr page ...

Err... whatever .

So far, he has a set of rules. Which keeps getting updated every once in a while, just like a virus definition file. He knows exactly what to talk, how to behave, whom to ask. Everything premeditated, it's just a simple high-school drama. Every one knows the rules.

But not every day. Things might change, new people freak him out. New place puts across a different challenge. It keeps him busy.

He lives in a world of hopes and dreams.

Every one's personal life is a mess. Isn't it?