If I imagine myself, say 5 years down the line, I can't see anything exciting :-(
Probably would get double the pay I am getting right now ...
Probably would get married ...
If things go wrong, there might be couple of kids as well...
None of these are what I want ...
But what I want has been a mystery so far. No clue. Whatsoever :-(
Puzzle gets harder and harder everyday.
Change is harder, uncomfortable and basically unpleasant.
But nothing is impossible, they say...
So, I am going to give a try, I'll start by being honest to myself.
Oops, did I start with the toughest step?
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
There are ...
very few things that disgust me..
A messy apartment, and heaps of unwashed clothes are not on the top of that list ...
A messy apartment, and heaps of unwashed clothes are not on the top of that list ...
Friday, August 22, 2008
There are questions ...
like...
-> Why do I blog?
-> Why do I send link of my blog to all possible people I find?
-> Why have I put my photo on the blog?
-> Why do I pester people by asking them to check my flickr photos albums?
Well, honestly, I hope that some day a pretty lady will get click these links, will read my blog and check the photos I clicked and will like them so much that we will end up having sex ... etc etc ...
So far, no luck.
Will keep y'all posted...
Now I am off to check the blog statistics.
P.S. Don't forget to check my flickr photo album.
Few clicks ...
-> Why do I blog?
-> Why do I send link of my blog to all possible people I find?
-> Why have I put my photo on the blog?
-> Why do I pester people by asking them to check my flickr photos albums?
Well, honestly, I hope that some day a pretty lady will get click these links, will read my blog and check the photos I clicked and will like them so much that we will end up having sex ... etc etc ...
So far, no luck.
Will keep y'all posted...
Now I am off to check the blog statistics.
P.S. Don't forget to check my flickr photo album.
Few clicks ...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The quote for the day ...
I have absolutely no right to express my opinions until I know all of the answers...
--Kurt Cobain...
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Waiting is the name of this game.
It kind of struck to him, then and there.
It's all about choices. The choices he would take, or he wouldn't.
At once side, he could continue whatever he is doing right now, the safest option. Life would be simple, though satisfaction is not guaranteed.
Or he could try his hands at collecting the space and time inside the small little box. He is not good at it right now. But hey, things could become better.
On the other hand, he could go on to pursue higher knowledge, enlightenment and vision. He knows he wouldn't do that. Already. For some reason ...
Or there another world, where it's highly selfish, never care for anyone, anything but himself, may be sometime after not even himself.
Oh there are many ...
You see, we have options. Lots of them. None bad, or good or perfect. Just depends where you are, why you want or when you take those chances.
He would dream about these things every night before he gets sleep. He would choose one of these options and dig deep. He would relish every moment of being something/someone else. Things would never go wrong. Every detail is picture perfect. After all it's imagination, his imagination, why would he think of something that's not good anyway. It's his imagination, you see. Not reality.
It's been quite some time since he realized that if there is something that's holding him back from actually taking these options, it's none but himself. And he is ashamed of that. Excuses you see, we can make up lots of them. Just to defend ourselves from the dark world of guiltiness.
Well, it's world of rules and regulation, he just plays by all the rules. Mostly.
"What's stopping me anyway?" he asks himself.
"Stopping from what?"
"You know, making an attempt to see beyond the four walls that I've created. To see if there is an Unicorn actually, to see if there are still dragons ..."
He knows that doesn't want to know. He just comes up with reasons not to try. It's a bloody battle inside him that he can't win once in a while. It's been long time since he labeled himself as failure. Just pretends that he doesn't know it.
"Well, I'm waiting". He shouted. See, nobody likes fingers pointing at them.
"Waiting for what?"
"Things to change, to find a sign or something, anything. Anything that makes me sure that whatever I am doing has some purpose, not just another episode of any reality TV show."
"Well, you are just a snook, shameless that is."
What a pity
It's all about choices. The choices he would take, or he wouldn't.
At once side, he could continue whatever he is doing right now, the safest option. Life would be simple, though satisfaction is not guaranteed.
Or he could try his hands at collecting the space and time inside the small little box. He is not good at it right now. But hey, things could become better.
On the other hand, he could go on to pursue higher knowledge, enlightenment and vision. He knows he wouldn't do that. Already. For some reason ...
Or there another world, where it's highly selfish, never care for anyone, anything but himself, may be sometime after not even himself.
Oh there are many ...
You see, we have options. Lots of them. None bad, or good or perfect. Just depends where you are, why you want or when you take those chances.
He would dream about these things every night before he gets sleep. He would choose one of these options and dig deep. He would relish every moment of being something/someone else. Things would never go wrong. Every detail is picture perfect. After all it's imagination, his imagination, why would he think of something that's not good anyway. It's his imagination, you see. Not reality.
It's been quite some time since he realized that if there is something that's holding him back from actually taking these options, it's none but himself. And he is ashamed of that. Excuses you see, we can make up lots of them. Just to defend ourselves from the dark world of guiltiness.
Well, it's world of rules and regulation, he just plays by all the rules. Mostly.
"What's stopping me anyway?" he asks himself.
"Stopping from what?"
"You know, making an attempt to see beyond the four walls that I've created. To see if there is an Unicorn actually, to see if there are still dragons ..."
He knows that doesn't want to know. He just comes up with reasons not to try. It's a bloody battle inside him that he can't win once in a while. It's been long time since he labeled himself as failure. Just pretends that he doesn't know it.
"Well, I'm waiting". He shouted. See, nobody likes fingers pointing at them.
"Waiting for what?"
"Things to change, to find a sign or something, anything. Anything that makes me sure that whatever I am doing has some purpose, not just another episode of any reality TV show."
"Well, you are just a snook, shameless that is."
What a pity
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Go Russia, Go!!
Well, there is a proverb in Kannada used often in my native place, it says "Gedda etthina bala hidi", means supporting the winning team!
That's exactly what I do when it comes to football.
Russia(the new favorites) defeated the Dutch(the old favorite).
Go Russia, Go!!!
Arshavin is the new Hero!
Monday, June 16, 2008
I watched a movie ...
that too in a theater. Wow.
So, the inevitable review should follow. I guess. So here it is ...
My first attempt in a Movie review :P Don't say I didn't warn you :)
The happening:
My Rating for the movie: 6 out of 10.
Well, Mr. Night Shyamalan's latest adventure. And the only movie I watched on the first day if it's release! Sheesh!!
Did I like the movie?
Yes, I did.
Do I ever want to watch it again?
No, I don't.
That ends my review.
Thank you.
So, the inevitable review should follow. I guess. So here it is ...
My first attempt in a Movie review :P Don't say I didn't warn you :)
The happening:
My Rating for the movie: 6 out of 10.
Well, Mr. Night Shyamalan's latest adventure. And the only movie I watched on the first day if it's release! Sheesh!!
Did I like the movie?
Yes, I did.
Do I ever want to watch it again?
No, I don't.
That ends my review.
Thank you.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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