Sunday, December 16, 2007
Unimaginable ...
So, I was on my bike, dodging through the usual Sunday traffic on DVG road. I wasn't going too fast or neither slow. If you ever been on that road, you would definitely know how narrow that road is and how the pedestrians walk on the road instead of "oh so lovely footpaths". And not to mention the parking on the one side of the road.
Everything was fine, I was occasionally looking at the big cars parked and their owners wearing shiny sunglasses. I just couldn't figure out why would people buy such big cars and drive them in these narrow roads, then fight in the middle of the road for the occasional scratches 'cause of the minor accidents.
Anyways,I was somewhere near the junction next to 'Ice Thunder' and suddenly a woman almost ran into my bike from one of those gaps between the parked cars. I had no choice but to apply the brakes and try to avoid hitting that 30 something lady. But you know about the drum brakes, you need to apply the brakes almost 10 meters before if you want to stop the bike where you want. I just couldn't avoid the collision, I ended up hitting my bike to that lady and my bike fell on the road.
I had invariably shouted 'Aunteeeee ...' before colliding my bike, just to get her attention.
I guess she was around 30, wearing a flashy salwar kameez, well built.
Me shouting 'Aunteeeee ...', bike making a screeching sound before kissing the ground, a thin guy with an 'Iron Maiden' T-Shirt and a lady who got hit by that bike. More than enough for getting the attention of all people nearby. The shop keepers, pedestrians, and some fellow bikers all gathered around the scene.
There was me, holding my helmet in one hand, not knowing what to do, wondering what will happen next. I noticed that she wasn't hurt, but there might be a small bruise or something on her leg.
I started thinking, this is going to be the most embarrassing/ may be painful moment in my life. Have you ever observed, in these kind of situations how time goes so slowly? Every seconds seems like an year, and you just stand there, stranded .
I was expecting a tight slap on my cheek, or some sarcastic advice on how to ride a bike. Any thing was possible.
I looked at her. I could see her face changing from shock, then to scared, then to normal and then there was pure hatred.
She stared at me, looking deep in to my eyes. Then she said, something which I had never imagined, before leaving the scene of crime ...
She said, 'DON'T call me Aunty'.
Ehh.
Monday, December 03, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
Hmmmm ....
It won’t always be like this, will it?
I can’t live like this!
I-I can’t!
Please no
I can’t! I can’t!
Help me, help me, help me!
Mother where are ya?
Mommy, mother, I’m having a nightmare and I can’t wake up ...
Metallica- one
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Confession ...
You have Queens and Kings,
Palaces and Knights,
Rainbows and butterflies ...
But,
My world, it's full of
fog and fire,
Sometime dark and then some desire ...
And,
It takes forever
to see your world and reach
Please don't wait,
I am not there yet,
And I won't ...
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Insane Thoughts ...
Other day, I was looking at the star gazed sky in the night and started wondering about the big, beautiful Universe. And I started laughing, couldn't stop.
It's just plain insanity when you have no idea who you are, and later you worry about what clothes to wear to office the next day.
It's just plain insanity when you realize that there is no difference between you and the street dog, and you wonder why Mushraff is imposing Emergency in Pakistan.
Isn't it?
As Calvin said, "Reality Continues To Ruin My Life".
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Monday Morning ...
Well, here are few things I look forward on a Monday ...
1. XKCD : Just amazing how this guy comes up with so many weired, funny stuff.
2. BugBash : Very funny, probably you won't get it if you are not in Hitech (he he he) industry.
3. pointblank : Very own cartoon about Indian/International political scene. Very funny
Friday, October 26, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
So long ...
This is my 99th post ...
Whatever I want to write is becoming so dark, I cannot any more ...
So, my last post ...
Thanks for reading all my crap, now you don't have to ... anymore :)
Take care :)
So, one last copy, paste... "Send me an angel" (Youtube) from Scorpions
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and you will find
The passage out of the dark
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
.........
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!
Motorola Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You guys Rock!!!!!!!!!!!
Fingers crossed ...
If everything turns out well, great!!!!
Else, 18,000 Rs will go down the drain :)
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
B e a u tiful...
Well, I am back with Photos again ... Check these photos ...
My cellphone Camera is still impressive :)
Monday, September 17, 2007
For,Do, While... all should have an 'exit'
We change.
I change.
What is 'me'?
How did the small, innocent boy become 'me'?
It's absurd, no meaning at all.
Thinking comes so natural to me, as well as stupidity.
The reason for existence narrows down, day by day.
Again comes the question, who am I? What makes 'me'?
What's meant by death? After death, 'me' won't be there any more?
Where does 'me' go? Missing? Just 'lost'?
Potential to find a reason to push, sinks again.
The list of unanswered questions gets bigger and bigger, the hope to find the answers, is diminishing.
The more I think, more silent I become. More silent I am, new questions rise. Vicious loop. Searching hard to find an 'exit' condition.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Cat is happy ...
The whole idea of you wanting the cat was to make you and cat happy.
Now you know that cat is happy without you, you start to think, that is all that matters.
You give up.
You are happy watching the cat, feel happy about cat being happy.
In the end, somebody got to be happy, this time it is cat.
You are happy, albeit sort of, and cat is happy...
That is, my friends, the end of cat story.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
He ran away ... Or did I kill him?
He was always there, to make fun of me, to criticize me, to praise me. Very helpful.
He was very kiddish. Very funny, humble, innocent. He could talk to me in a way that nobody else could. No, not even you. Someone whom I trusted. 'Trust' very funny word. Isn't it?
He taught me to look at things from different perspective. He was strong. Very opinionated. Argumentative.
I can vaguely recall that I wasn't talking to him much. No, I didn't neglect him. Just that, things got little busy, and I didn't even realize it. My bad.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Cat said ...
You never thought it would be happy without you.
You thought cat was just fooling around ...
It said, "Take care, Bye Bye, See ya around" !!!
You are as good as dead :(
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
I think ...
:(
Happy Independence day!!!!!!
....
Still thinking ...
No Clue :(
Monday, August 06, 2007
Life and Priorities
I always assumed that there is something else for me in life ... in general ...
Something good...
Something better...
Never realized that the each minute I am spending, IS life. Nothing else.
Mild shock.
Pinch of reality.
Sense of regret.
Still in the state of confusion.
Oh ...
I have to start all over again.
Setting up the priorities ...
***
Monday, July 30, 2007
Love your neighbor ...
It comes handy, if your roommate locks you in the house in morning and goes to work.
No, seriously.
***
Friday, July 27, 2007
But the Cat says ...
Well, not exactly you, but to your home.
You don't believe it.
How can you?
You doubt it. You start showing no interest. You pretend that you are not interested.
Are you making a mistake?
Only cat knows.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Monday, July 09, 2007
What's going on? I
Got a relatively new language to learn ...
Ahhhhh... where the hell my OOP coding skills went to???
Think I am gonna have a real good time :)
Gotta go now, gotta catch some sleep !!!!!
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Flickr Updated
I've clicked few more photos with my cell ...
Check My Flickr account ...
Here are couple of them :
One More:
Friday, June 15, 2007
Ahh... Movies
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Road to ThoughtWorks ...
Monday, June 11, 2007
But that Cat ...
Monday, June 04, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
But the cat is ...
It will come to you if it can't find food anywhere else.
After all, it's a cat.
But you already know, it's with you only for food, nothing else.
YOU are not the interest here, food is.
sigh.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
Take it from me ...
I learnt it now, hard way :(
Sunday, May 13, 2007
There is
a thing in my pocket, I can take photos from it ...
Here are couple of them ...
All images are mine, mine all mine ... ( Daffy Duck style :p )
All thoroughly edited using Picasa :-)
***
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Text based search ...
I saw sudden increase in the traffic to this blog in last couple of days.
Apparently, if you search the lyrics or song for Blaaze's new song (ban the crooked police) or lyrics for that, one of my previous post "ban the crooked police" comes on top 2nd or 3rd link in Google. ( no complaints :p )
I have this link in this blog that says "Songs & Lyrics".
So Google picks up these text and my blog tops in that particular search. But there is no lyrics for that song, here, in my blog.
That, my friends, is exactly what is wrong with text based search.
People around you ...
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
ban the crooked police ...
You gotta listen.
I've never been the fan of Police of this part of the world anyway.
Here is a link from Mid-Day, in case if you want to know more ...
Update: Check the comments, somebody was kind enough to write the whole lyrics :-)
Another Update: Check the comments, somebody was kind enough to put a download link as well !!
***
Monday, April 30, 2007
Ignore the cat ...
Will it comeback to you?
It doesn't have to. IT has the choice. Not YOU.
But you are so weak-kneed, you can not ignore it anymore. You will start going behind it.
But cat keeps ignoring you. It has the choice, you see.
You lost.
Why does it ignore you anyway? You are all goody-goody person after all.
Only cat knows.
***
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
But It Rained ...
The birds fly away to the southern sky searching a home
Well does life get any better
They justified the cause for which Daddy might give up his life
Well does life get any better
Unconditional Love ...
Well, while doing the VisualDNA thing ( Previous post ) , I came across this stage where I had to choose the picture that represents "My Love" in the available list.
Boy, didn't that take a lot of time!!!!
For me, Love doesn't exist. Just dependencies do. ( one of my dear friend called me "hopelessly unromantic" for this theory of mine :P )
Well, before you shout "But Of Course There Are Obvious Exceptions", for anything that seems "Unconditional Love", I would say, that's an Extreme case of Dependency.
But one type of love, motherly love, mostly in the case of animals, birds, still doen't fit into my theory.
Is it something to do with "continuation of generation... blah blah"?
If yes, then my theory is complete!!! *Loud applaud*
Oh yes, I am still searching for my dependency ... *Grin* Hope to meet accidently. Oh that's another theory. I will write about that some time later ...
By the way if you are interested in my one more theory, here it is.
***
Monday, April 16, 2007
My New phone!!
This Cute mobile is mine *big grin*
I'm still getting used "No KeyPad" :-(
Here are couple of snaps I took... There wasn't much light when I took the snap... But, there is always Picasa to help me out :-)
After chopping Off my legs and brightening the picture with little colour optimization ....
Voila!!!!
Not bad haaan?
***
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I am back
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Answer for "Will you marry me?"
And the answer !!!
And What an answer!!!!!!!!!
I found this from OuchMyToe
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Funny ...
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy."
-Tom Clancy"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither."
-Steve Martin"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL."
-Lynn Lavner"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope."
-George Burns"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch."
-Jack Nicholson"Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet."
-Robin Williams
Stolen from here***
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
whining ..
AND that is what is coming up in the next couple of paragraphs. Don't tell me later that I haven't warned you.
Irresponsibility: that is what makes me feel sick. These stupid incompetent people around you make YOU feel stupid. I mean, it's not 9-6 job anymore. You gotta make sure things will happen properly. That is your responsibilty. if you cannot understand it, leave the freaking job. Heck
And I, feel so stupid. I should be playing around with if, for, while, struct, union, class, objects...
What the hell I am doing???
You know, I feel so scared to explore new things, this fear of failure, that is what keeps me here, doing nothing.
I should change.
But I am so content thinking about the change, rather than bringing the change
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Gossips ...
Monday, March 19, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Well, whatever ..
One of the major problems with life is that people have to live it. We are all traveling in a boat in the river called time. We are taught by our parents to build a boat. Then we travel to places, meet other people who are traveling in the same river. Sometimes we make friends with them and most of the times, we just mind our own business and row our boat. We all get tired at some point of time rowing all alone and then we decide we wanted some help. We wanted motivation to go ahead in life…
That is a funny word, motivation… We all need motivation to live… :) Like the journey of life itself is not motivating enough. We all forget the bigger picture so easily… We all are here for a reason we all loose the reason in the reasons that the world pours on us from the birth. Reasons why boy's should not cry, why girls should not climb trees, why we should not play, why we should learn, why we should marry someone our parents picks for us and so on… From birth to death, one listens to nothing but reasons of the world.
Time is a never ending river. I started at one point in life and I reached here. I will be going some place else and then one day I'd leave this world. I at times get upset cause I feel I never achieved anything in life. I am not using my life correctly. Deep inside if you ask yourself, your heart may also say the same thing…
Gift...
Friday, March 09, 2007
Whaterver ...
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
i know ...
One day I would regret that ..
i did not count the stars in the sky on a cloudless night ...
i did not hear the sound of waves of open sea ...
i did not smell the aroma of the mud from the first rain ...
i did not see the sparkle of the dew in the early morning ...
i did not run till i drop on my knees, gasping for breath ...
i did not catch cold, after getting drenched in the heavy mansoon rains ...
One day I would regret that ... that i never did what i wanted to ...
One day I would regret that ... that i never told what i wanted to ...
Monday, March 05, 2007
Friday, March 02, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Everyday Story...
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
R.I.P.
It was aprroximately 1 year old.
It was rimless, scratchless and spotless.
Well, very tragic death, I must say. A car ran over it. Instant death.
My dear old (dead) specs, though a new shiny another specs will replace you, I just want to say, I loved you. Very Much.
Sigh...
Monday, February 19, 2007
Calvin and Hobbes!!!!!!
I am a huge Calvin and Hobbes fan. I wrote about them first here ...
Ok ok, enough of advertisement :p
I made use of two search engines, exclusively for CnH.
First, I find the text of a CnH strip here by giving the date of publication.
Then, I get some unique text out of it, and search for them Here...
Cooooooooooool Haaan?
Here is a series, in which Calvin and Hobbes... ok ok you read it. :)
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Planes .. Planes!!!!!
I had been to Aero India 2007 last Saturday!!!
Just one word , Fantastic !!!
It was my first ever Aero Show. I loved it!!! I loved it!!! I loved it!!! I loved it!!! I loved it!!!
First let me tell ya, I've never been in an aeroplane, never saw them from such close range :p
My closest encounter with planes is the flight simulator computer game, where, ahem ahem, I maneuvered F-16s and Shot down the enemy planes!!!
Show started at 11 AM. But we could reach there only at around 12.
I think we didn't miss much. But there was heavy crowd.So I just avoided all the exhibitions :-(
Anyways, at 3 PM, the much awaited air displays started!!.
There were all kind of planes, from small charter planes to helicopters, from Fighter jets to huge, mighty planes.
My first expression when I saw them parked (??), "Does these things really fly??" :-)
Yes, they did and how!!!!
There was Mirage-2000
But, it was Sukhoi , which stole the show. ** Loved It **
More than the view of these monster planes, I loved thier Roar as they took-off and flew right above us!!
Just amazing.